Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Pheww! Finally done the template thingy lerhs.... Wow, Damn tough man..

The song was sweet huh? I kinda love it.. But i love you more!

Today skipped school again, being a bad boy. Play some dota with sq, hais... too lousy!

Jennifer that idiot wants her earpiece! haha... kept fer her though, didnt give it to her lorh.. she angry wor! ^^
Sorry larh jen!

Bloggin is so much of a trouble man!

Gonna go sch tmr, so worry about my modules' grade, i scare i fail that module sia... skipped too much.. kinda of my BAD habit...

Jasmine is just 17 ytd! So is Daphne! ^^ so qiao!

Tried to be happy today.. Thinking hard of what Eugy told me... What is it i want?
She asked me, can you be just her fren?
I ans yes... but sooner or later, i'll still cant control myself, as always.
den Eugy tell me, den lose contact with her since you cant do it.. Dun hurt yourself and hurt others. Whats the point?

I was astounded, i dunno how can i do it... All i wan was to have her slight attention.. but... it all seems so distant, she got a life that is totally different from mine, i cant imagine her in my life... but she's my life! so dumb so stupid... what was i thinkin? How i wished someone could have slapped me hard.

whats the point?
whats the point of dripping tears over it?
whats the point of thinking of it where i cant do a single thing?
whats the point of hoping when there is no hope at all, even at the beginning?
whats the point of being sad when there is nth to be sad of as nth ever happened before?


Can i cry? Can i scream? Can i continue to love you?

Story of my life... Hopeful introduction, painful and sad body, climax? dun have one.. Ending? i couldnt end it...




Sentimental or Pure Stupid?

Begged for Freedom at 5/23/2007 08:57:00 PM