You wouldn't want it, would you?

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Yes, no doubt.. Its a bday party.. Went there almost straight after Yu Min's chalet...
Damn tired can.. plus i spent quite a lot of money already.. tsskk
so... these are the only picture i can find..

Its the cousins...

Close up.. With one auntie at the left and one uncle at the middle acting cute..hahaha

We three are the closest among all of them..
My idiotic cousin in the middle
and
My bimbotic cousin on my right..

Now with the birthday boy..
He is in love with my cousin..
She is quite pretty eh?
=)

Just another shot before we go.. hahas

Well.. Thats all for that bday, i was too tired to participate too much.. hahas..
Nevertheless, the food are good enuff to make me lao sai.. hahas
Delicious but with side effect..

LALA~ Here comes the small words again~
Does not refer to SCUBE ah...
Can exempt from reading.. =)

I dun know what to say...
Maybe some words and lyrics could express it..

"I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on! "
(Way Back Into Love Lyrics)
Den now... So not easily, i found something that gave me the courage to love someone...
I din wanna admit it at first..
I played on... Being the so flirtatious me..
Den i realize that i needed that love i wanted...
Not just some flinging around...

So i wondered:
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

At first, i held it inside me.. Cos i felt no point of saying..
Cos afterall, no one will believe me...
As expected, when i decided to let ppl know...
Their first reactions are...
"ARE YOU SURE NOT!?"
Moral 100%- 30%

But anyway... The reason for saying the things out is because...

I guess the most impt things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love.
If you do, they might break heart...
if you don't might break theirs

(All the Italic words are cited from a email i received.)

Anyway.. the latter din happen to me...
Just as expected, I broke my heart instead...
However, this time is totally a woah new experience...
Ask you guys who are reading these...
How would you feel if your love is treated as a joke?
Or just another testing, trying or random picking between girls?
Well, there is nth to be sad of...
I can say that i deserve it...
No trust in a friend, makes your chance getting together less then 0%!

You can also say that actually why i gave hope to love again is:
"All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!"

(Also from The Way Back Into Love Lyrics)

Oh and one last thing...
Life is about risks and requires you to jump..
Fair enough~
I jumped down a cliff...
woohoo~
Was that suppose to be my pre birthday surprise?
cool~

Begged for Freedom at 9/27/2008 09:37:00 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Just a few outdated updates... The two birthdays! First its Kevin's Bday and den Yu Min's.

On that fateful date, we arrived at the Causuarina walk to Kevin's semi-d for his birthday party.

Smile dude! The Korean and Singapore ambassador!

Me and Jin man..
I know i smile like an idiot.. tsskkk!

The three dog lovers,
Viv, Johnne and me..
The phone lover, Jin Man
and
The dog or any furry creatures hater, Yi Wen
Is not present in this picture..

Its time for the party's highlight..
A few guys forcing their bukake on Kevin's face!

Argggh! MY FACE MY FACE!
Some even got into my nose!

A happy clique photo!

Up next, Scube's Lim Yu Min's bday in chalet... Its good! I ate two night of bbq food! hahaha!
These are the survivor of the chalet till the last night.
Below are some stories between the survivors.

The tankers,
Malcom, Jing Kang, Yu min
*Yu Min looking seducingly at Spencer*

The four eye-ers
Sien Quan, Spencer, Kuong Hing
*Spencer avoided the look*
"I am not as happy as i seems"

The cunning bastards,
Jia Xian and Jia Hao
*Jia Xian wants attention from Yu Min*
"Look at me!"
*Jia Hao is somehow horny for young boys?*
"slurps! wow.. Yu Min got a huge package!"

And of cos our booze's rubbish dumb,
Ronnie..
"Glup glup glup! Still got or not!"

Jumping straight for the bday celebration...
Danger lurks behind...
Yu min is still wishing...

Is he wishing for money falling from the sky?

Well, there's at least some flour and whipped cream!
Whack that fucker dead!
Malcom,"I never too much ah... I poured HALF packet of flour only ah!"

Yes, and this is our Scube's latest creation,
The Whitest Bukaked Man

Thats all folk...
Next post is about some stuff and some answers...

From now on! Post that are emo or regarding heart matters will not be updated at MSN, only general stuffs! =)

Toodles-oo~

Begged for Freedom at 9/24/2008 08:47:00 PM