You wouldn't want it, would you?

Thursday, August 30, 2007

There is an old man in the village that everybody always ask him for help whenever they encounter problem. He was named the No. 1 wiseman in the world.

In the village, there is one young man who is also very intelligent . So he is very unhappy that someone like the old man could be more popular than him.

One day he approached the old wise man with a bird in his hand. He asked the old man: "Is this bird dead or alive?"

The old man look at the bird and answered :"Whether the bird is death or alive depend on you. If I say it is alive, you will squeeze the bird to death. If I say it is dead, you will release it. So when things are in you hands, you decide your own fate.

What is the moral of the story?

A lot of times, the outcome of whether success or failure lie in our hand. It is your choice whether you want to succeed or not. Although you cannot control certain events that occur, you can nevetheless choose how you want to react. Exercise your power of positive thinking

Begged for Freedom at 8/30/2007 04:49:00 PM

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Been a nice day today.. Woke up at 4 plus... Awwww... What a nice sleep!!!
I woke up thinking of ya.. Then i decided to msg ya a bit of a sweet sweet thing..
Ate my roti prata from morning.. Fry it a little and there is goes.. yum yum!

Replied a bit.. Then i decided not too much.. Friends friends only.. HAHA

Den i went to watch one piece for a while den i decided to be a bit of a good boy... i clean up my dog's shit den i cleaned up the utensils i used... swept the floor.. Brought in the hanged clothes.. Help mummy with a bit of an errand.. HAHA!
What a good boy i am right! HAHA

Just ate my dinner and sat down on this computer thinking of the cutie you..
Hmmmm...hmmm!

Gonna write off.. Bit of a tired!
Take care guys especially you!

What are you doing?
Can i know?

Where are you now?
Can i see you?

How are you now?
Can i care for you?

When are you sleeping?
Can i gently touch your hair until you have fallen asleep?

I missed you so so much baby!!

HEE!!

Begged for Freedom at 8/29/2007 08:22:00 PM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Its 5.11 am now to be exact. I can't seems to sleep early for these few days. I think i've being thinking a bit too much..

Decided to blog since i can't fall asleep.

Wondering what can i do?

What should i do now?

What am i thinking?

HEE!
Looking at you makes me feel so happy!!

Missing you every moment!

Lemme guess~! You are awaken now~! HAHA

I always said that to you... Remember to bath okay! If not chou chou! If not no boy boy will like you then you know.. HAHA

Remember to go to school, don't be lazy, eh, BRUSH teeth huh! Must xiang xiang! HAHA

Hope that you have slept well!

Blah Blah Blah...

Since i can't tell you in anyway, i'm just going to blog it out! I want you to know, SKELETON! HAHA!

Sien Quan better wake me up if not i sure late de.. So late le wor.. HAHA!

Take care you!

I will love you forever!

Begged for Freedom at 8/28/2007 05:10:00 AM

Second posting of the day...

A lot happened today, it may have changed everything.

Heartbroken i am..
Devastated i am...
Depressed i am..
But i never blamed you... trust me, you are not at fault.. It was me since the beginning.

Thanks Lydia and Sarah for being there for me...

I will try to forget you... Its time to matured somemore.
Through painful experience you gave me i shall grow.
Thank you so much for giving me such a enjoyable time in the past.
I love you is all i can say.. Always hope that you will change your mind..
But i doesn't matter now. I just wanna be there for you from now onwards.. Nothing more.. HAHA
Rest assured!!
I will understand and try to stay behind the lines.
Why everytime when i love someone, i have to be treated like a dog?
To be scolded at, barked at.. Now, be obedient and stay where i am, know my limits.

I hate this kind of feeling..

Anyway i have changed my blogskin.. Everytime these things happens, i changed once.. I wish i never had to change... So long... nights.. Take care guys.. Especially you.. You know that i will always care and love you!

Begged for Freedom at 8/28/2007 12:58:00 AM

Monday, August 27, 2007

I don't wanna love anybody anymore!!
Its so painful!!
I definitely dun have the looks!!
But i swear i did what i could to show that i even care!
To show that i love her and cherish her more than anything i had!!
I meant my every word and promise!
I tried my best this time!!
I really DID!
I almost gave all i have and left none for myself!
But this is all i get!!
I was looking for a person to blame to, but in the end, it was myself!!
Cause i'm so stupid!!
Childish!
Ugly!!
One-sided!
Can anyone rival to this stupidity?
All i wanted was to have a lil... just a lil space in her heart!!
Dumb Jing Kang Dumb!
Even pigs know their limits!
I want to forget her!!
I'm always afraid to lose her, but does my fear matters?
No! It doesn't! Because I'm i-n-s-i-g-n-i-f-i-c-a-n-t!!
Undertsand Babi!!??
I always scold myself for it!!
But what should i do??
There is tons of reason to forget her and everything!
But there is NO reason to continue loving her!
BECAUSE! From the very beginning, there is no reason why i love her! I JUST LOVE HER!

Sorry guys! I promised not to emo again but i cant help it! Cause no one can help me!!
I'm so sick of it...
I cant love anyone...
I can only sit on the empty floor in my room... Silently... Quietly... Listen to whether my shattered heart is beating anymore...
Heart is broken too many times... It can't be mend back again..
Give it up ba...
Its always fated no matter how hard i try...

Begged for Freedom at 8/27/2007 04:42:00 PM