Sunday, May 20, 2007

Sunday sunnie Sunday! very hot today!
Just helped my papa in his fruit store, hais~ weekly routine, freedom deprived~!

Ytd i went for a bit of shopping in Jurong Point before meeting mal mal, there is so much cutie thingys i wnna buy, then i end out noticing that i'm subconsiciously thinking of something when i came across a pretty necklace," Will she like it?" ,"does it loook nice on her?". =p
Den i was grinning sheepishly at myself. Gone mad?

Den i met mal mal, and played a hour plus of billard for just a game! waah! Want to cry arh... While i was playing... i keep looking around to see i was going to see her... Thats the difference man, i've seen her once, damn, how i wished i could bump into her! Now that she has some problem, i could'nt say that i'm useless, its not i can't help or dun wan to help, but wads the point? I could so obviously sense that shes replying fer the sake of replying, but i'm not asking more, cos i know that its the best she can do ler, well off better then not replying rite? It just kicked me right on my heart, and it hurts, hurts so much... can i not undergo this pain anymore? Its not up to me. Hais~! Someone... help me! =s

Gosh. me is still a sickly sick cat, hais~! tmr got sch again.. cyas guys... blogging again soo enough.. skin is so difficult to change...

Misses you, loves you, caused me pain. I dun mind~! =p

Begged for Freedom at 5/20/2007 03:19:00 PM