Today just ended Computering and Mathematical de module, it is such a pain in the ass sia... but nevertheless, me! the genius, can solve it~! wahahaha! everyone got their UT de score back ler, all very sad... me nth to sad about... cos i never come for the test... opps!

Last night, i did a very emo thing, i wrote a real long msg to her, hoping she will make her stand clear to me. I was prepared for the worst, either get a scolding or even not getting a reply, cos a lot of things between us are already predicted, its just that i'm stupid enough to hope fer the one in a billion's chance.

Turtie is right bah, which woman dun like to be like by many guys, they sometimes just merely forgotten about their feelings. Well, at least i improved a bit okays? I just got a lil lil upset that she din reply bah, but i talked to her like nth happened this morning, and she too, didnt care much about it. =)

But I'm tired, tired of wooing someone that is beyond reach. Tired of loving someone but not getting loved back. Despaired with the word LOVE, let alone real love.

Anyway, i just gotten a bit pissed off by the nick my class gave me, but, aiya... forget it man, i've been through things and humiliation much more worst than this already... =)

Been telling others to chill and cheer up, but really cant help myself, wads the point sia...
Can you believe that i'm driven to this point of desperation that I wished that you could end my misery by making yourself clear and let my heart die?!

I know you saw that msg, you just didnt wan to reply, thats all...

A hole in my heart, you made, bleeding like hell, u dun noe it...
But hole in my mind, making me dumb, that i'll still say i love you...