Vesak day Vesak day! Went to temple to bai bai… Then brought some takeaways to KranjiPark to have dinner. Wah… Its filled with Bangladesh sia, our family was of cause freak out. We went to another car park to have our dinner; it was unique in a way, well a bit too unique cause there were quite a few couple in their cars, apparently making out. Awww… I didn’t get to see okays? Wish to be fulfilled at 18th birthday, get car license! Hahaha!

Last night talked to Auntie Denise, I keep thinking of the things she said, not all but this,” I feel irritated when I don’t like that guy and he keeps pestering me.” Hey, doesn’t it sounds like me, time to grow up Mr Ko! I should really try very hard to forget it already. I am already doing it since long time. Anyway! Auntie say she is not being wooed or what, so guys! Grab your chance! Haha! Denise, thank me kays!

Anyway, stupid turtle went to Hong Kong already, so sad! No one to talk to me while I’m in school already, enjoy scolding her and getting scold by her. Every single time I talked about “her” stupid turtle sure scold me one. Nevertheless, she is the best cousin to me larh! Even though she is stupid, bimbo, fussy, noisy, like pretty like hell, she is still my dearest idiotic cousin! Stay pretty girl! Don’t let your boyfriend become gay arh! Hahaha!
Just hope that you better buy something for me when you come back hor!

Also, last night I dreamt something horrible sia! I dreamt of her in other guy’s hand, but don’t know why lehs, I don’t feel sad when I woke up, I just look at the roof, thinking for so long, let it go bah, I keep thinking to myself. No point forcing love, and since I can’t have her give me a answer or I am incapable to let her like me, whats the point, after all, she found her happiness, it may seems old but, I’m happy for her. She is so contented now, what for I spoil her blissfulness? Auntie said a very enlightening and lasting thing to me, thank ya! Haha… if can, treat you to a dinner lorh, don’t worry about it, I’ll ask your baby and Kuong Kuong along one!

I don’t know why, I don’t feel like going into relationship lehs, maybe its due to fear of failure and being out of love for too long already. But don’t think too much, its not that I don’t feel like it, its people feel like it or not. Anyway, the love machine within me a bit rusty already, just like someone said, wait lorh, wait for my Miss Right lorh.

Emo, is the only thing a heart-broken person can do.
Who can help him to pick up the broken pieces?

Waiting…