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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

DILEMMA! hahas!

Friends or Work?
Tell her or not to?

In primary/secondary sch, who doesn't want to team up with their best and most get along friends to do their projects? However, life in Rp changed so much that i think we should too, refine our thoughts. Dun be childish! No team with friends means not friends already meh? Childish... i admit I'm a bit selfish cos i wont jump into the obvious pit to try my luck. I'm not blaming you all, its just that particular idiot. Hais... so old still so childish... well.. finished venting my anger here.. hope this matter end within this post. Childish ass...

Hahas.. Am i become so girly? hahas! Poly or others all call me sisters... lala! i dun wan~! hahas! i man ok! dun believe i show you lorh~! hahas!

Well actually, this qns has been popping into my mind lately, tell her and ask or not? Actually, i guess she know it, she just dun wanna talk about it, hahas... definitely, i felt that we are closing in... I wish i could ask her, could pick up the courage that has been long lost, in pain. But i dunno, rejection is definitely too pain for me... i'm too phobia to go thru pain again... Sometimes, i think that, dun be greedy larh, isnt now just fine and well? hahas.. you wan to make things worst like last time izzit? hahas~! remain like that forever is fine with me, rather than nth... =) however, will i wait so long that she found someone else then i'll be left with nth? but so what? i din meet her or so b4.. i cant reply on message that much... hahas... thats why i say die-leh-mah... DILEMMA! hahas!

done!
Blog completed!
You know, you know how i feel..
But i dun noe how you feel, i dare not try, not even once, last hit was too much fer me...
=p
Loves and misses!

Begged for Freedom at 7/04/2007 08:13:00 AM