Second posting of the day...

A lot happened today, it may have changed everything.

Heartbroken i am..
Devastated i am...
Depressed i am..
But i never blamed you... trust me, you are not at fault.. It was me since the beginning.

Thanks Lydia and Sarah for being there for me...

I will try to forget you... Its time to matured somemore.
Through painful experience you gave me i shall grow.
Thank you so much for giving me such a enjoyable time in the past.
I love you is all i can say.. Always hope that you will change your mind..
But i doesn't matter now. I just wanna be there for you from now onwards.. Nothing more.. HAHA
Rest assured!!
I will understand and try to stay behind the lines.
Why everytime when i love someone, i have to be treated like a dog?
To be scolded at, barked at.. Now, be obedient and stay where i am, know my limits.

I hate this kind of feeling..

Anyway i have changed my blogskin.. Everytime these things happens, i changed once.. I wish i never had to change... So long... nights.. Take care guys.. Especially you.. You know that i will always care and love you!