I don't wanna love anybody anymore!!
Its so painful!!
I definitely dun have the looks!!
But i swear i did what i could to show that i even care!
To show that i love her and cherish her more than anything i had!!
I meant my every word and promise!
I tried my best this time!!
I really DID!
I almost gave all i have and left none for myself!
But this is all i get!!
I was looking for a person to blame to, but in the end, it was myself!!
Cause i'm so stupid!!
Childish!
Ugly!!
One-sided!
Can anyone rival to this stupidity?
All i wanted was to have a lil... just a lil space in her heart!!
Dumb Jing Kang Dumb!
Even pigs know their limits!
I want to forget her!!
I'm always afraid to lose her, but does my fear matters?
No! It doesn't! Because I'm i-n-s-i-g-n-i-f-i-c-a-n-t!!
Undertsand Babi!!??
I always scold myself for it!!
But what should i do??
There is tons of reason to forget her and everything!
But there is NO reason to continue loving her!
BECAUSE! From the very beginning, there is no reason why i love her! I JUST LOVE HER!



Sorry guys! I promised not to emo again but i cant help it! Cause no one can help me!!
I'm so sick of it...
I cant love anyone...
I can only sit on the empty floor in my room... Silently... Quietly... Listen to whether my shattered heart is beating anymore...
Heart is broken too many times... It can't be mend back again..
Give it up ba...
Its always fated no matter how hard i try...