You wouldn't want it, would you?

Friday, May 2, 2008

[I lie restlessly on the blue striped comfy bed, thinking silently to myself,
"Today had passed,
Tomorrow is here to come,
What have I done?"

All my thoughts are fighting relentlessly to present me with the doubts they have,
"I think I missed something,
What is it?
Is it the friends that I have being having absolute fun with?
Is it the family that I have not cherished?
Or it is the person that meant a world to me, whom I haven't had the chance to love yet?"

Thoughts; posting me questions and questions, endlessly of questions, waiting for me to fill in the blanks.
"This is so stupid"

I closed my eyes, forcing myself to slumber.
Riots and protest boomed in my brain...
"We want our answer!"
I'm feeling the slumberousness...
Perhaps tomorrow will give me an answer...
Perhaps I could even time travel to solve all my doubts!

Have you all ever had the thought?
When will I get married? If I do, to who?
Will I even get married? Or perhaps I might turn homosexually attracted?
What job will I have in the future?
What kind of person will I be in the future?
Is the gym I'm going to now going to help me be a fitter guy or be a fitter gay?
The problem surfaced, I can't be one nor I think I want to even be one!
Nevertheless, uncertainty is our life and fate...

These small and mindless thoughts that made me slumping on the sofa...
Looking blankly at the coloured television,
how can they even watch television in the past without colours?
Made me realised that in our world, its filled with questions,

people who chooses to avoid their question will do grave in their future of course...
and people who fight endlessly to answer their questions no matter how small it might be, will do great...

I choose the latter, afterall... it would be fun... ]

To be continued...

Hope it wasn't that boring... hahhas.. just thought that I could write something that could touch the hearts of my dear readers! =D

Take care guys,
Toodle-oo~

Begged for Freedom at 5/02/2008 12:39:00 PM