You wouldn't want it, would you?

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Uncle Sam tells me:

And I DID! wheeee!
'Smoke-Free JK'
Yes, you din see the wrong thing!
Cigarette is now ewww-eee to me!

Here comes the story:
Yesterday, i took one stick from my dad's killer pack! Naughty me...
I sat on the toilet bowl, and lighted it up...
One puff, two puff, three puff...
Almost till the half, i really can't bear the stench it is giving out...
I felt like puking!
I extinguished the killer stick and threw it out...

Still a mystery to me, why smoking has become a super pukey thingy to me now?!
I had these symptoms since my 18th birthday!
Is my body telling me to cherish it and don't hurt it?
OR
Has my mind grew mature along with my age?!

Anyway, I think smoking is a no no to me now, and I think its going to be like that for quite a long period of time!

So... Any APPLAUSE?! Anyone?!

Till den, shall update again tomorrow...
=)
Toodles-oo~

It seems that my heart is telling me this...
“No matter how many times you break my heart I can still love you with all the little pieces”.
Seems persistent and scary eh?
There's more....
Also, a part of me says these words...
“I’d rather have a broken heart because that means I can love you more with all the little pieces”.
This means,
even if I can't love you wholeheartedly,
I still love you...
But sometimes, the fact is...
“I thought I loved her, but she had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is”.
Well, these are the three routes available for me to choose from...
Which is feasible?
hmmmm...
Which do you choose?!

Begged for Freedom at 10/15/2008 09:25:00 PM